I went to the dermatologist about a week ago. I had the appointment for a month, because my old dermatologist is too far away. I go in, and the first thing that torks me off is even though I was the first one there, 4 people got called in before me. Finally I go back and the nurse starts going over my info since I’m a new patient, and I tell her the reason for my visit - was on Accutane previously, want it again. In 2003, I went on it for 4 or 5 months, with huge results. It wasn’t fun, but I was thrilled…and felt lately like I might need to go back on it to maintain what I have. Anyway, she tells me neither of the doctors in the practice will prescribe it, but double checks with the PA to be sure. Why the PA? Because the doctor I am there to see, for my 9:30 appt (and it’s now 10am), isn’t even THERE!! So yes, I completely wasted my time in more ways then one. You’d think I was trying to get some painkillers or something - it’s Accutane for crying out loud, you don’t take that stuff for kicks! It means several months of dry, peeking skin, cracked lips, no makeup because your skin is so sensative, doctor visits every month, lab work monthly - not something to take lightly.

I had myself all psyched up to go back on it…and I lost my momentum. Instead, I’m going to control acne by sticking to a daily routine of using the right type of soap for my face, and not letting it control me. My friend Shannon is religous about washing her face, I’ve seen her to it after a heavy night of partying, and that’s the kind of dedication I need. I know what my stess triggers are, and some I can avoid. If you’re on the fence about what to do, you can check out acne solutions. I’m 30 for crying out loud, and I’ve got grey hair and breakouts. I want to look like a teenager, but this is ridiculous.